Holy shit, Everything Everywhere All At Once. @calliecatte Thank you for me randomly reading your Discord post about it. Incredible movie to watch 

My biggest fear right now is that I pour my heart out to Tom, about how I worry that our friendship has been one sided, and my concern that he’s only looking for sex and to show me off to people than any genuine bond…
And that he either confirms it or ignores it.
In some way showing me that he, as a cis gay man, only cares that I, his friend of 20+ years, have a dick.
That over the last few years, our friendship has somehow eroded to the point that that is all that matters.
I know I’m gonna have to end the relationship if that’s the case… but fuck, it is going to hurt so much if I have to.
And that he either confirms it or ignores it.
In some way showing me that he, as a cis gay man, only cares that I, his friend of 20+ years, have a dick.
That over the last few years, our friendship has somehow eroded to the point that that is all that matters.
I know I’m gonna have to end the relationship if that’s the case… but fuck, it is going to hurt so much if I have to.
I got my Z Fold back, declined to pay for a replacement as my mobile provider denied warranty on the screen based on slight camera damage.
Interestingly, since the device has been folded for quite a while since it was sent off, the lifted protective film has settled into place.



Interestingly, since the device has been folded for quite a while since it was sent off, the lifted protective film has settled into place.
Still evidence of it though. I’m headed into Melbourne in the weekend so maybe I can get it fixed for cheaper.
I forgot to name my overpowered sword from the Deadbeats Server a number of times. Finally got it done, only took another 69 level grind.
Name suggested by @💯% BꞮG DΣMӨП ΣПΣЯGY™ !

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@justanaverageQ Oh yeah I’m not like, trying to rag on the guy honestly. Wish I had the self confidence he did to do shit like that
@Splatsune yeah its just his way of advertising is a bit off. i dunno where yall ever are but like you know
Tobias
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I also got to show him Porter Robinson's 'Nurture' and watched 'Everything Everywhere All The Time', which in itself was amazing but I'm also stunned because usually, I don't get to show him things, or he's not interested.
And then he went off to the bars to socialise, and let me just wind down at his place and get comfortable, so maybe he's finally understood that I just don't feel comfortable in random bars.